Hey guys, I'm not sure if I ever completely
Explained what happened after me and my best freind
Since 4th stope talking. We'll we were really close
As y'all can imagine because we grow up togeather
We did absolutely everything together.
We have both been thro a lot,
We have both been sent to mental hospitals,
She was the only person that really understood me,
She was basically everything I had,
So when we got into a fight and stopped talking
I had a relapse. Let me clarify here, I am not
Blaming her or anything. I took the pills not her,
It's was purely my desion.i just acted on feelings
That my mind didn't know how to cope with. But
Back to the story I took over 50 trazadon (idk if I spelled that right)
My mother had to drive me to the hospital and I
Was forced to drink charcoal which as you probably
Assumed is not a pleasant experience.
I was then sent to a treatment center agin for 4 days

The reason I brought this up is because I started talking
To her agin last night,
We hung out today for the first time in over 2 months
I'm still not sure howitzer feel about the situation
Just yet. I mean I'm happy she's my friend agin,
But she really hurt me. I guess I should just forget about it
And be happy but I'm not sure, you know?
Sorry I feel like sometime I blabber on and on...