I have so manny thoughts running thro my head,
That somtimes it's hard to seperate them.
Like I'll have one thought but then the next one comes
So fast I didn't even get to process the first.
I deal with it most of the time but when I'm upset
My thoughts get dark,
And I get so lost in them that I brake down and
Cry for hours.
Does this happen to anyone eles?
Or am I just Insain like everyone says?
It used to happen to me everyday when I was younger. I would listen to music , not hearing it and spent hours on crying. In the end I didn't know what was I crying about.
ReplyDeleteBut I was in a dark place then. I used to cut and had suacide thoughts . I don't do this anymore. It will probably leave you alone when you get older.
Do you want to know what helped me? If you do keep reading.
I wrote storys about a girl and everything that happend to me I let it happen to that character. And I wrote how she copped with it , and along her I copped, too.
Sometimes my characters commited suacide, or died tragicly , but I survived.
I hope you feel better.
Thank you, I thing I'll try that <3
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