Aug 23

So, I'm at the highest weight Iv ever been at
And I started purging agin.
Never thought I'd say this but thank god
School is stating soon
It will give me time to get my mind off food!
I will make a first day back at school post
In a few days but untell then
Stay strong,

Aug,3, 2014

Finally back home from the ranch
My muscles are so soar but I attchally
Had a pretty good time.
I got to practice my barrel raceing
And I got to see my favorite horse❤️
So all in all not abad weekend
My weight how ever from being in "recovery"
For so long in back up to 125.2
That number makes me Insain
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.
I am now fasting for the next 3 days
And I will keep you guys updated.
Stay strong,

Aug,1, 2014

I'm tired, I'm so tired I just want to sleep
Forever and never wake up.
But I guess that's not an option.
I'll set my alarm for 8, wake up and go
To the ranch like a good little girl.
Not because I want to but because I have no choice.
God, I hat family trips.
At least I get to ride the horses tho.
I'll probably post tomarrow?
Stay stong,